wahahahahaha.

I know I'm so nonsensical like this. But can't help it. I'm getting more and more frustrated with lj. LOL

So yeah people, I'm over at http://kecohrable.blogspot.com

See you people over there!!

=)

And that's a very important lesson that my mum learnt the hard way.

We were already over at the woodlands checkpoint when the guy held up my dad's passport and asked "Maner yang nie?" I gasped and shrieked

"MAK! MAK SALAH BAWA PASSPORT!! ASAL MAK BAWAK PASSPORT BAPAK?????"

After the guy checked all the passports, it turned out that my mum brought my dad's passport instead of Acap's '_'

APER? SALAH PASSPORT? JENG JENG JENG.

And so we were stuck there till the men in blue came over. We had to wait and wait and wait till we were given the clearance to make a u-turn. Acap was left at my mum's friend's place over in woodlands since it would be a hassle to go all the way back home. Kesian Acap. kwang3x!

The tailor said "lu dah kurus arh!" So upset lah like this. I want to gain weight and yet I keep losing weight. Must eat MOREEEEEEE!!! hahahaha. yeah righttt yati!

Then after taking my measurements and all, she told my mum "anak lu bagus arh. tak cerewet. senang jer. smua boleh ajer." HAHAHAHA. Well, I didn't understand some of the tailoring terms so I just kept saying "boleh lah.. aper2 lah." to everything that she recommended. What to do, I can be very agreeable when I'm in my "anything" mode. haha

JB aside, today I found out that my niecey name isn't Nadira Bte Imran! That name wasn't official! Sis only decided on her name today and registered her birth certificate! How selenger can Cik Ti be? This is not the 1st time I got my nieces' names wrong. That time, I had spelt out Iffah Ilyana in 3 different spellings before I finally got her name right. This time, it's much worst I guess. "Nadira" is wayyy out from her real name.

Perak briefing.

I was kinda freaked out by all the pictures that they showed in the powerpoint slide just now. haha. Not exactly the kind of trip that would suit a someone like me, who did a flying stunt with her bicycle over at Ubin. wahaha.

River rafting.
Adventure caving.

I can't swim despite having a beginner's cert ( river rafting? gulp* )
Im afraid of the dark. ( the cave is darkkkkkk *gulp* )
I'm afraid of enclosed spaces. ( we have to crawl our way through at some parts of the cave. *gulp* )
I'm afraid of heights. ( I saw the long flights of staircases in the cave and I *gulp* again )

And for the 1st night, we would be sleeping at some huts in the campsite. The toilet is just a roofless kind of that you see in kampungs. gagagaga.

And the irony of it all, I was the one who initiated that we should go for this trip. wahahaha.

First time for everything eyy? =P

So yeah, headed off to ECP despite the slight drizzle. Thank god it was just a passing cloud. Went to the waterbreaker as per normal and I just don't understand why sizefour kept taking pictures. And she doesn't understand how could I just look into the sea and get lost in my thoughts. wahahaha.

And so, we camwhored over there amidst the kissing couples, the fighting couples, the kite flyers, the mr policemen in action and the mackelele. hahaha.

And later at night, this cyclist almost knocked me down. Now my left arm is all sore from the impact of his body as he sped by me. blearghh.

khekhekhe.

I was fiddling with livejournal's features and all and I still find it very much not user friendly. oops!

And I kind of miss my kecohrable blogspot. HAHAHAHA.

As many of you may know, I am a very much fickle minded girl who can't make up her mind easily. I'm still half-hearted anyway. Cause strangledsmiles already have a few good memories in here. heehee.

So what say you people? I'm bored lah. Please entertain me, you silent readers!!!! hahahahaha.



( ok this is so kental. after logging out from my  lj account and view this entry, it seems that non-lj users can't participate in the poll. Defeats the whole purpose of it sehhh. blearghhh. All the more I want to switch back to kecohrable. gagaga. )

That aside, what's up with my friends meeting the idols at work? First it was mida who met Taufik at her workplace. And now, another friend said Mirzahady was at his workplace.

Why does those who ain't fans of them get to bump into them? LOL

I hope the kataks (and mida. HAHAHA. ) doesn't sing tomorrow cause I really really really want to go to ECP with the crazy gfs!!!!!

but dear kataks, if the gfs wants to go cycling at ECP, pls sing and make it rain heavily ok! wahahaha

I love Sundays cause it always have a lazy tinge to it. hahs!

And today, I shrieked again while reading the papers. Can't help it lah. I'm a shrieker. HAHA. So what made me shriek this time round? This mere heading which brings so much excitement  -

TIARA DAPAT LAMPU HIJAU, BAWA PEMENTASAN KE S'PURA.

P. Ramlee musical will be performed at the Esplanade this coming May!!!! The very thing that I have been waiting for since last year!!!!! Excited or what? WEEHOOOOO!!!!!!!

Guess what? My churning stomach kept me awake till 5am. I had wanted to wake my mum up but nahh, too old to be whining. When I was younger, I used to whine a lot at night when I'm sick and would make my sis frustrated as she couldn't get to sleep and have to entertain me. Sometimes even my brothers can hear me from their room and they were even more frustrated. hahahaha.

Can't help it lah. Now, no more sister sleeping in the same room and hardly any brothers in the house except for acap so no point whining already. Acap would get freaked out when I'm in pain so must spare a thought for him. See, I'm nice to Acap ok. wahahaha.

Anyway, I went out with my paternal aunt + cousins for some kain shopping and I got myself a black lace! woots! I still haven't get myself any white-s cause everything seems so pengantin lah. I have been trying to get a white for years already but to no avail. So upset lah like this.

Kak Nur, can the bridesmaid wear white on your wedding? khekhekhe.

Despite being sick and all, I'm having happy vibes. Maybe it's the manly perfume. I'm so loving it. =)

( And I foresee another sleepless night. sigh. )

DAMNIT! MY GASTRICS IS BACKKK! BLOODY STOOPID VOMITTING URGES ARE BACKKKKK!!! BUT NOTHING COMES OUT!!! I HATE THIS BLOODY SICKNESS.

IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN!!!!! ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHH!!! MY PERAK TRIP'S IN A FEW DAYS TIME AND YET THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN! DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!

I think it would be wise to pop by the doctor and ask for the injections so I need not suffer from this bloody stoopid gastrics anymore.

YATI, YOU ARE SO KENTAL!!! LAIN KALI MAKAN 3 PROPER MEALS PER DAY OKKKKK! AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I'M NOT ON A DIET OKK. TOO SKINNY ALREADY LAHH. NO APPETITE LAHHHH!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Ok shuddup yati.

Anyway, earlier on (more like yesterday already), I spend the whole night over at T3 and reached home straight on the dot at midnight. Like Cinderella eyy. wakaka. And I'm a very happy Yati cause I bought  this!!!!

I'M REALLY REALLY GOING TO HATE THAT KUDUT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!

She was at work and guess who pops into Taka today?

MY DARLING TAUFIK SEXYSAH!!!!!!!!

And that Dut ran up to him and TOOK A PHOTO WITH MY DARLING TAUFIK!!!!!!!!!

Another thing that made me screamed into my hp was when she said that Taufik was wearing SHIRT + BERMS!!!!! *faint* Sorry but I just have a thing for guys in that attire. gagagaga.

Ili, aper lagi, kita putus sahabat dgn dia lah. Baru on tues he met your adam baby, now my darling Taufik! Kita cancel dia arh. Tak yah ajak dia gi 3rd date k. wahahahahaha.

Just now, I watch the final of A Wedding Affair and *melt melt melt* when Mirzahady sang one of my favourite love songs, From This Moment On. Another *melt melt melt* factor was that he was wearing a suit! And yeah, I have a thing for guys in suit as well. heeheehee.

Well, my list for "I have a thing for guys in *fill in the blanks* " can go on and on actually. *giggles*

ok Taufik and Hady aside.

So yeah, after almost a month of holiday, I will be finally meeting up with the girlfriends next week. Dut asked me who's going. I replied "Greeny, wackygal, mahmehmoh, s0ulsistaz and sizefour."

HAHAHAHAHAHA. So what's this? Online friends' outing eyy? =P


The other day, I thought it would be good to get started on tearing the pages of my diary. i have been putting it off for so long already. So I read my first diary which was started in 2001. I didn't realise I have been keeping diaries for so long already. Like whatt... since 7 years ago???  I was like 15? And now, I'm going to turn 22 soon. GOSH!

So I did manage to pluck up enough courage to tear the pages of my 1st diary after reading it for the last time. When I got to the 2nd diary, I just couldn't bring myself to tear the pages. It had some of my good memories with my late uncle. So I moved on to the 3rd and it got even worst. I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Too many good memories in it.

Don't get me started on the 4th diary (2007). I just couldn't bring myself to tear the pages on which I have happily written down my innermost thoughts. All the happy, intangible, priceless moments. It's just so hard. If I tear the pages, then I would have nothing else to keep for memories sake.

But if I continue to keep reading my diaries, then I will haunted by my past over and over again and will forever be trapped by my past.

If only those who have hurt me read the pages of it all, then they would really know how much pain they have inflicted on me and how much tears I have shed.

Or the ones who have made me smile, would then know how much I appreciate their presence and how much they meant to me.

But it's too late now. I have closed all the chapters in it.

Ok my final answer given. Now, I'm just wishing that nothing else crops up and it will happen. We shall wait and see eyy. Am trying not to get my hopes high lest it get dashed again.

So I finally plucked up enough courage to tell Dut about this. Her reaction was exactly the same like what I had expected from her. haha. I know her too well already. And being the totally true, straightforward friend who speaks her mind, she said

"I hope you will not be selected for this."

Thank you very nice for being such a true, direct friend. She said she's not going to talk to me & hate me for the rest of my life if I do get it.. I said that if her words came true, then I'm gonna hate her for the rest of my life.

Yeah, that's how we are like to each other. So we shall see who will be hating who later on. LOL.

But well, Dut, like what I explained to you, the decision is not final yet. So no worries for now k? TAKMO MACAM GINI LAH! SO UPSET LAH LIKE THIS! =(

Peektures of my 6days old niecey - NADIRA BTE IMRAN

gagagagaga.

I hate being in a dilemma.

This time round, I'm supposed to really really think the matter over and decide whether I really really want to go despite that slight problem.

Halal food.

Something that we have taken for granted since we can easily find halal food anywhere in our country. But, in other countries, getting halal food can be hard. And that's the only thing I have to think about now.

There are few options to overcome the lack of halal food.
1) Go vegetarian. (this will need a lot of practice! hahaha)
2) Fast (puasa)
3) Instant noodle very single day till my hair falls off (hahaha)
4) Cereals, oats, canned soups etc

See, there are ways I can overcome it. It's just a matter of whether I can survive it or not. If I put my mind and heart whole-heartedly into it, I think I will.

Well, I remembered someone saying to me that it's only us who can control what we feel and think. So i just have faith in myself that I will make through this despite the odds, then I would. Right? I mean, how I let this slight con hinder me from gaining experience right?

I know you people meant well. I understand all the "Are you sure you want to do this?". Thank you for your concern and opinions. =)

So now, I need to make my very own decision cause I will have to give my answer in few hours time. But then again, for all you know, he might already have struck me off the list cause he himself was kind of discouraging me. *shrugs*

I shall not get my hopes high again. If it's meant to be, it will happen. If it doesn't, maybe it's not time for me to step out of my comfort zone yet.

That aside, I still have not told my mum about the adventure trip to Perak. She thinks it's just some sight seeing trip. sigh. As much as I'm already old enough and doesn't need my parents to sign any consent forms, I will feel bad if I don't tell her the truth.

See, being a daughter is so much difficult than a son. Daughters spare a thought for their parents while sons always do things on impulse and cause stress to the parents. hah!

Asyik pikiran jer ehk nowadays. kesian aku. hahahaha. Another sleepless night.